I’m all in.

I always thought that convincing myself would be the hardest part. Convincing myself that I could feel this, convincing myself that it’s existence was possible. But I couldn’t have been more wrong. 

And now i’ve come to this point. I’ve come to the point of abandonment. I’ve abandoned everything I’ve ever thought was right. I’ve abandoned my reasoning, my logic, my pattern of thinking…my tao. 

So here I am…I’m all you’ve ever wanted and everything I’ve ever feared. I’m yours. Giving you everything you want. Laying myself on the ground for you. 

This is the moment of truth. This is the moment where you decide. I’m leaving it up to you. I’m letting go of everything for you. 

I’m all in. What are you?

~ by Kyle Davidson on September 29, 2008.